Hi there,

A little update from me (:

I didn't do many stuff for deviantart lately, busy with school and work and now I've came to the conclusion that the HKU is not something for me at all. The last year I've learned much and I can handle the criticism, but not the fact that I've to change my style and ideas, like I've to wear heels all the time. First, I can't walk on heels because I'm too clumsy for it and second, I am me and I am not going to change for anyone. So I decided to quit, it gave me too much stress (now I've got ventricular ulcer and eczema) and that means that I need to stop. Now I'm going to nursing school (:
Also my boyfriend of almost 2 years broke up with me. He said that he hadn't did the time for me (I think his work is more importent than me..). He didn't came at christmas dinner because of his work, easter because of his work, he was late on my birthday because of his work and when they call him to work he says immediately yes and.. He's gone. I've saved all my money to go on vacation with him and 2 weeks before we should go, he canceled. Now I don't go on vacation in the summer and I also have to work almost fulltime the rest of my vacation.. I miss im though, but I'm very disappointed because he postpone everything and that he threw our relationship away.
The positive side on this story is, is that I can get more piercings and that I can make an appointment for my first tattoo, that is dedicated to my grandfather (: I'm a little scared to make an appointment, but they promised me that I can walk around with a stencil for a few days. It's going to be an Anchor with my grandfathers army number in it (he was a marine man during and after the second world war) And it's going to be on the inside of my left upper arm (:
I'm a little disappointed that I'm not going on vacation in the summer, but in October I'm going (If my school says it's alright) to Indonesia for 3 weeks! I'm going to visit family who I've never met and lives on an island in the Molucca Sea in the bush, the Island is called "Nila". From the Netherlands it wil take me approximately 19 hours of flying to go to Ambon and from there it's still 6 hours with the ferry. I'm ferry excited to meet my family there, I've only see them on DVD or photo's (it's also a new photograph project for me!). Then we go to Bali and then bak to Jakarta to meet my other family there (:
So now I'm working my ass of so I can pay the tickets, but is worth it, big time!

I keep you guys updated!

Love, Pett